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(i was going to write this when I saw it again next week with my family but my phone just died so why not now~)

Absolute minimal possible spoilers beneath the cut as possible but use your own judgement. ^_^

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holiday love meme 2019 my thread here

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To the writer who has been assigned to me,

THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO WRITE FOR MEEEEEE.

While I have guidelines, I'm more of a "follow the spirit of the request" as opposed to the exact letter, if that makes sense.

Ratings and Contents: While I would love smut, anything between General to Explicit is fine.

+Tropes of My Heart Space (i.e. the short list):
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Generational Divide/complications in may/december relationships

"oh no, there's only one bed~~"
"sad mutual pining but unaware the other is pining"

Myths/legends/cultural traditions

Non-verbal communication and quiet intimacy

"fake out, make out"
Angry makeouts
Trapped in a cabin

Political shenanigans

Introspective convos/introspective convos + banging

Enemies to cautious allies to tentative friends to lovers
Snippets of long-term relationships at different points in the relationship

+Genre/Narrative Likes:

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5 Times/Five Things

Canon-Divergent AUs e.g. "What if Character A went left instead of right?"

In-World (fiction or nonfiction) articles/stories

First time(s) (the definition of "first" is up to you)
Hurt/comfort

+ Smut-Specific Likes:

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Anal sex

Bathing

Body worship

BDSM

Blowjob(s)

Breathplay/Chokeplay

Cunnilingus

Dubcon

Fem-Dom

First Time/Losing Virginity

fail!sex or humorous sex

Masturbation

Non-traditional A/B/O

Orgasm Denial

Pegging

Porn with plot/porn as a character exploration

PiV sex

Pregnancy/Impregnation kink

Quickies/Sex in Public Places/Situations

Ritual(istic) Sex

Rough sex

Sex Pollen

Sex on tables/desks/chairs/other furniture

Switching/Reversal of top/bottom dynamic

Shows of total trust

Size kink

Slow and tender sex

Tending to another's scars/cuts/etc

Voyeurism

+ Do Not Want:

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scat/urine/vomitplay
inflation kink

homophobia

racism

High School/College/Coffee Shop/Mundane AU

Fandom Specific Desires

Backstage Pass

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I have played through all the routes of the game but I absolutely adored the route with Sian Goodin and John Brandon.

Potential ideas:

- The route from John's perspective. There is an age gap between them, how does John navigate that and figure out to trust Sian's judgement or even give himself the leeway to pursue a relationship with her.

- How did that conversation where John "stated his intentions" towards Sian's parents go

- Sian seeing John on his home turf!

- CLICHE AS HELL BUT, what happened after the swim~~

- Kink exploration with Sian, she was into the mock!role play when John was acting as Vice, maybe more of that?

- Anything else you can think of

DNW: Character bashing, love triangles, bittersweet/angst-ridden endings.

The Poppy War

The Dragon Republic spoilers are below so like BE WARNED/
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Potential Prompts:
- Hey, remember that dream sequence with Altan and stuff in The Dragon Republic (i.e. the au where the Speerlies were Not Murderized)? How does Nezha fit into that? Bonus: if you somehow work in arranged marriage bullshit.
- 5 times someone realized that Nezha was desperately into Rin and the 1 time Rin realizes this
- Post-TDR fic!!! Rin and Nezha attempt to parley. It goes as well as expected. Bonus suggestion: ANGRY SEX TIMES

- There's only One Bed Bullshit.

힘쎈여자 도봉순 | Strong Woman Do Bong Soon

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三生三世十里桃花 | Three Lives Three Worlds; Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms | Eternal Love
I love Fox Disaster (Bai Fengjiu)/Dowager Grandpa (Dijun) and Bai Qian/Li Jing (am also down with Ye Hua/Bai Qian/Li Jing but AO3 only lets u choose four charas T__T). I'm also fine with The Pillow Book spoilers because I have Read All The Spoilers

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Thank you!!!
-Mneme

Dear Femdom Author,

(Updated: 9/20)
(UPDATE:9/27; I'M SORRY AUTHOR MY LIFE HAS SEMI-EXPLODED. I will have the rest of my letter up by EOB 9/28)

First thing first, I DEEPLY APOLOGIZE FOR THE DELAY IN THIS LETTER. Life....found away to be a bitch.
Thank you for writing for me! I deeply appreciate it.

All prompts are merely optional but I've added them for additional guidance. If the prompts don't "sing" to you, I've also included a list of likes as well! As long as they don't hit my DNW or OOC, I'm good! If you are wondering if you can twist prompts/take them in different directions/etc. the answer is always an enthusiastic yes. Whether it be something sad, scary, fun, or just plain weird, as long as it avoids my DNW I am always down to play. Whatever format you want to use, I'm down for it; that's what this exchange is means for to me so please, please do.

Likes:

+Genre/Narrative Likes:

Epistolary Fic
5 Times/Five Things
Canon-Divergent AUs e.g. "What if Character A went left instead of right?"
In-World (fiction or nonfiction) articles/stories
First time(s) (the definition of "first" is up to you)
Hurt/ Comfort

+ Favorite Kinks and Tropes:

Arranged Marriage
Changing Sides
Characters who say "I love you" in their actions without actually saying/being able to say "I Love you" in their words
Complicated Relationships
Conflicted Loyalties
Desperate kisses and embraces
Domestic scenes
Experienced/Inexperienced partnerships
Fake Marriage/dating
Fluff/moments of happiness
Forbidden/Star-Crossed Relationships
Gender fuckery
Generational Divide/complications in may/december relationships
Grey Morality
Hurt/Comfort in pretty much any form
(Mild) Jealousy
Lovers caught on opposite sides of a conflict
Loyalty Kink
Lust/UST/Pining
Mission/Case fic
Misunderstandings
Myths/legends/cultural traditions
Non-verbal communication and quiet intimacy
Orgasm Denial
Physical recovery from injury
Playing with danger, eg a character being able to hurt another but not doing so (despite them both knowing they could);I also love this being subverted (e.g. known bad-ass A has to be rescued by not-so-badass B)
Powerplay
Protectiveness
Redemption being complicated and not easy
Shows of trust and intimacy
Snippets of long-term relationships at different points in the relationship
There's Only One Bed
Trapped in a snowstorm/eathquake/etc
Trust kink
World-building

+ Smut-Specific Likes:

Aftercare
Anal sex
Bathing
Body worship
BDSM
Blowjob(s)
Breathplay/Chokeplay
Cunnilingus
Dubcon
Fem-Dom
First Time/Losing Virginity
fail!sex or humorous sex
Masturbation
Non-traditional A/B/O
Orgasm Denial
Pegging
Porn with plot/porn as a character exploration
PiV sex
Pregnancy/Impregnation kink
Quickies/Sex in Public Places/Situations
Ritual(istic) Sex
Rough sex
Sex Pollen
Sex on tables/desks/chairs/other furniture
Switching/Reversal of top/bottom dynamic
Shows of total trust
Size kink
Slow and tender sex
Tending to another's scars/cuts/etc
Voyeurism

+ Do Not Want:

non-con,
scat/urine/vomitplay
homophobia
racism
High School/College/Coffee Shop/Mundane AU
inflation kink

Prompts:

Hadestown (Mitchell)
Persephone doms Hades

Taking the Reigns: Hades seems like someone who isn't prone to impulsive decisions, I feel that marriage/courting was something that heavily initiated by Persephone. HOW DID THAT GO?
Chant II: In one of the prior versions of Chant II, one of Seph's lines is Love was when he came to me/Begging on his bended knees/To please have pity on his heart, how did Seph make him beg? Edging? Pegging? (both?)
Giving up control: One of the things that Hades realizes (we hope) is that he has to learn how to LET GO AND NOT BE A CONTROL FREAK, Seph decides to expand this to the bedroom.

Backstage Pass (Video Game)
Sian Goodin doms John Brandon

Roleplay: In the epilogue, John is reading lines for an genderswapped Pygmalion/My Fair Lady. Sian decides to help him out.

Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney
I've played all the games so SPOILERS ARE FINE
Athena Cykes doms Simon Blackquill

Catharsis: Simon still has nightmares. Athena tries to tiring him out enough so he has a dreamless sleep.
Sexual Awakening: For some reason Athena and Simon are play fighting and ends up with Athena on top pining Simon to the ground. Go from there.
Widget Matchmakes: Widget decides to say what Athena in head. Except it involves inappropriate comments involving bending Simon over furniture and tying him up. Luckily, Simon is very very interested.

Ema Skye doms Nahyuta Sadhmadhi

Sacred and Profane: Kurain royalty sex rituals. That's it. That's the prompt.

Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (Anime & Manga)
Osaka Naru dom Nephrite

Post-Series:Nephrite is back! Is he a ghost? Did Usagi do her childhood friend a solid and somehow brought him back? FEEL FREE TO GO WILD? Either way, Nephrite is back and Naru is no longer the same naive high schoolgirl she was back then. If gems are somehow involved that would be AMAZING.

The Good Place (TV)
Janet doms Jason Mendoza

Research: Janet has access to VAST AMOUNTS OF KNOWLEDGE ON EVERYTHING. Including sex. Except she decides to access only the femdom section. How do Janet and Jason negotiated this relationship.

- DID 5 LOADS OF LAUNDRY
- HUNG DRIP DRY THINGS TO DRIP DRY
- DID FINANCES LOGGING
- STARTED MARI KONDO'ING CLOTHES
- CUT OLD SHIRTS INTO RAGS FOR RAG CURLS
- ATE AN ENTIRE BAGGED SALAD

THINGS I AM GOING TO DO BEFORE SLEEP HOPEFULLY
- FOLD SOME OF THE CLOTHES
- PUT AWAY THE CLOTHES I FOLDED
- FINISH AN RFFA EDIT (i'm so sorry i've been bogged by work T_T)
- FOLD TOWELS
- PUT AWAY TOWELS
- TAKE NIGHT MEDS

*sighs*
i was partially productive but it could have been BETTER =_=

I hung out with cohort mate's wife this past Saturday! She's 5 months pregnant??? And so tiny?? It's their first and I need to figure out blanket colors and such for them. We went to Med Deli and got lunch--which then led to an upset stomach which I really really hope was due to the tzatziki and not like any other gastro issues-- and then went back to their place for Netflix.
I know I live a Life of Excitement and Thrills

in retrospect, I WISH I HAD KNOWN WE WERE GOING BACK TO THEIR PLACE, i could have brought some knitting with me. T_T
we watched the first episode of Midsomer Murders which is a typical Idyllic English Countryside Laden With Secrets and Murder show....with 19 seasons. So like I HAVE A NEW KNITTING SHOW. Then we watched an episode of One Strange Rock which evidently was hosted by Will Smith but also had like a bunch of astronauts who together totaled 1000(?) days in space across them....which is cool.
Evidently, the Amazon....has a river above it which is hella cool.

I fucking love nature documentaries. THIS MAKES ME SOUND LIKE A MIDDLE AGED MAN BUT WHATEVER RIVERS IN THE AIRRRRRRR

i was going to recap my weekend but I decided to a order a normal pizza in spite of the fact that
- I'm mildly lactose intolerant
- I'm gluten intolerant
Consequently, I am now full of body aches and stabby pain which i am stating here as a reminder for my DUMBASS SELF that we should not do this

- make a mobile app for dreamwidth
- enable crossposting between pillowfort and dreamwidth so like i can just optimize the whole posting procedure

I haven't left my apartment since Thursday which in retrospect is probably a sign of like maybe we're a little depressed and should get more natural forms of sunlight and like idk walk a little.
On the bright side, since I like made mass thing of fake!chicken, I can just add that to my fake!jollof rice and black beans and voila, a meal.
I think i'm going to walk to Johnny's today? It's a coffee shop I love but haven't been to for awhile because it's so fucking far in Carrboro but I think? I feel up to it today?

There's little bit of a lull work-wise, so I can

get this fic edit done
get some work reading done
get a little bit of my writing done

Okay, I have eaten. Time to get the fuck out of this apartment.

Current Mood: tired

I decided to sign up for maxi table for Hadestown at

one_sentence_only
Table: Maxi = 100 Prompts

introduction	making history	obsession	lost	silence	opportunity	dance	life	pain	good morning
singing	hope	moving	horse	workshop	yellow	trouble	rain	wedding	bar
promise	tree	birthday	sanctuary	number	shadow	rose	flying	midnight	painting
mind	leave	destruction	hate	red	blood	happyness	angry	sugar	empty
inside	sand	hallucination	nest	song	bird	blanket	saturday	light	mystery
over	desert	illusion	school	tramp	girl	young	moon	winter	hot
forrest	flowers	theatre	planet	strawberries	book	education	music	dirty	heaven
enemy	cave	invisable	height	accident	entry	office	archive	style	police
friend	trace	pretty	lake	alpha	sun	sleepless	farm	photo	truck
early	family	disturbing	thief	animals	truth	spring	purple	quick	house

Prayer circle that this get done. T_T

Current Mood: exhausted

my nose....is now stuffy
THIS IS BULLSHIT!!!!

Current Mood: cranky

RECAP FOR GYWO IN JUNE

# of Days Writing: 12
Total # of Days: 22/120

# of Words Written: 7,272
Total # of Words Written: 11,437

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taken from here
I'm literally just c/p it here in case it disappears ~~subliminal reminder to~~

acequeenking

“Good morning” kiss
Kiss on the forehead
Drunk/sloppy kiss
Awkward kiss
Angry kiss
“I’m sorry” kiss
“I’ve missed you” kiss
Seductive kiss
“War’s End” kiss
“Goodbye” kiss
“I almost lost you” kiss
Kiss on the nose
Kiss on the ear
Kiss on the neck
Kiss on the back
New Year’s kiss
Needing to kiss to hide from bad guys
“I do” kiss
Shy kiss
Surprised kiss
Kiss on a dare
Sad kiss
Exhausted parents kiss
Kiss of life
Kiss inspired by a song
Jealous kiss
Giggly kiss
First kiss
Last kiss
Kiss under a full moon
Kiss at dusk
Kiss at dawn
Kiss in a dream
Returned from the dead kiss
Themed kisses
“We can never be together” kiss
It’s-the-end-of-the-world kiss
Awkward teenage crush kiss
Spin the bottle kiss
Hiding/hoping not to be caught kiss
Forbidden kiss
Sated kiss
Soft kiss
Tender kiss
Passionate kiss
Long kiss
Quick kiss
Morning kiss
Before Bed kiss
In Secret kiss
Public kiss
Accidentally Witnessed kiss
Against a wall kiss
Against a Locker kiss
True Love kiss
Caught off-guard kiss
Breaking The Kiss To Say Something, Staying So Close That You’re Murmuring Into Each Other’s Mouths
Moving Around While Kissing, Stumbling Over Things, Pushing Each Other Back Against The Wall/Onto The Bed
Kissing So Desperately That Their Whole Body Curves Into The Other Person’s
Throwing Their Arms Around The Other Person, Holding Them Close While They Kiss
Hands On The Other Person’s Back, Fingertips Pressing Under Their Top, Drawing Gentle Circles Against That Small Strip Of Bare Skin That Make Them Break The Kiss With A Gasp
Lazy Morning Kisses Before They’ve Even Opened Their Eyes, Still Mumbling Half-Incoherently, Not Wanting To Wake Up
Routine Kisses Where The Other Person Presents Their Cheek/Forehead For The Hello/Goodbye Kiss Without Even Looking Up From What They’re Doing
Being Unable To Open Their Eyes For A Few Moments Afterward
One Small Kiss, Pulling Away For An Instant, Then Devouring Each Other
Staring At The Other’s Lips, Trying Not To Kiss Them, Before Giving In
When One Stops The Kiss To Whisper “I’m Sorry, Are You Sure You-” And They Answer By Kissing Them More
A Hoarse Whisper “Kiss Me”
Following The Kiss With A Series Of Kisses Down The Neck
Starting With A Kiss Meant To Be Gentle, Ending Up In Passion
A Gentle “I Love You” Whispered After A Soft Kiss, Followed Immediately By A Stronger Kiss
When One Person’s Face Is Scrunched Up, And The Other One Kisses Their Lips/Nose/Forehead
Height Difference Kisses Where One Person Has To Bend Do Wn And The Other Is On Their Tippy Toes
Kisses Where One Person Is Sitting In The Other’s Lap
Kisses Meant To Distract The Other Person From Whatever They Were Intently Doing
Top Of Head Kisses

(unbeta'd inspired by a convo with

acequeenking because i love inducing suffering)
(this is uhhhhhh looks down at notes post-outro? yes. i think its then)

untitled
rated: t for tears
warnings: dub-con sexual encounter is referenced but not enacted? it's doesn't count #true dub-con but just in case

this is not her body upon his sheets-- he remembers her pulling him down upon her on the rich dark earth, he offers her his chiton and she laughs saying "i want nothing between us or our kingdom
her eyes-- she's given him many looks; spite, love, hatred, but not fear. never eyes filled with fear
her scent-- she smells of life, and of the sun, and of the rich soil freshly tilled. This woman smells of death.
Hades brushes a tear from this woman--this not-Persephone-- face. Looks upon eyes filled with fear but determined to endure. He knows what it is like to endure.
He doesn't want this.
He never wanted this.
He rolls off of her, slowly buttoning his shirt-- stars above, he didn't even give her the dignity of taking off his clothes. Just dragging her to his bed as if he was one of his brothers. Interested in solely rutting anyone who breathes in their direction.
A soft shuffle. "Mister--I mean, my lord--," she starts.
He lets out a sigh, long and low, and turns back to her. "I've made a horrible mistake, and I think you have too."

Goals for CREATIVE DAY

- Eat food (preferably three meals worth)

- Start and finish RFFA piece
- Stay awake after D&D
- Do AT LEAST my underwear laundry-wise
- Start casting on the blanket

...am. HI INSOMNIA PLEASE LEAVE.
my mother is awake. I suspected she would be awake.
The stuff in NZ is....utterly unsurprising and i hate how utterly unsurprising it is. I want to exist in a non-politicized manner. I want my existence to just not Be A Thing. I crave anonymity in a room. I can never have that.
I'll always be too dark, too muslim, too "foreign"-- which is hilarious because i'm probably more "American" than most people in the room but alas it's not to be. I hate it.
I want to work without thinking, hmmm is this actually benefiting my community??/if i just get my phd and like leave academia am i letting people down who could of considered it?
And I know people will be like "omg ur not responsible for others" but that's also a depressingly well "white" response. Because there...are not a lot of me. Sadly, seeing yourself can have a huge impact on retention etc etc.

I have a 3 hour drive tomorrow to go to my departments retreat. At the moment, it is absolutely the last thing I would like to do.
Sadly, i've already been paid for so i have no choice.
I just hope i don't cry in the car or anything embarrassing like that.

I miss Dr. P.S. He would be good to talk to about this. But he's in Ithaca because yay family and having the right priorities. I just feel so...isolated right now.

Rating: M or on the border of lime and lemon

Ben wakes to his second birth much like his first. Between the thighs of a woman with a heartbeat drumming in his ears. Huh, he never thought Children of the Force had one. Yet, another lied his, now deceased, master told.

He breath. Filling his-- not dead, but not quite living lungs with the warm fragrance of Rey's red flushed cunt hovering above his face.

He breathes out, causing the thighs above him to shift.

He pulls at his bonds. Chains, snapping as if they were paper.

He grasps her waist forcing Rey to sit upon his face.

Ben feasts.

(unbeta'd sorry T_T)

She remembers that others of her kind said that the ichor of life tasted the sweetest from the leg. Just sinking into the femoral artery between the thigh and groin, slowly sipping the Force from their heart was the greatest ecstasy. Rey had never tried it. Too close. Too intimate. Just too everything. Better to slink up behind someone silently. They say not to eat and run but running was all that Rey knew.

Til now.

She takes in the form on the bed.

"Are you ready?" she asks.

A nod.

She sinks her teeth into Ben's thigh and drinks.

guess who realized that the Yuletide deadline was uh the 18th AND NOT the 28~~
*SCREAMS*

never gonna get too close to you (even if it hurts) (2020 words) by bittersnake
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars Original Trilogy
Rating: Teen and Up Audiences
Warnings: Major Character Death
Relationships: Luke Skywalker/Sana Starros
Characters: Sana Starros, Luke Skywalker, Finn (Star Wars), Armitage Hux
Additional Tags: pregnancy mention, Lack of Communication, Epistolary, sad touching, the author is living her Finn Skywalker dreams and no one can stop her
Summary: Sometimes death brings second chances.
Overly honest summary: This fic brought to you by various iterations of Sam Smith's Too Good at Goodbye ad nausem.

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NON-SPOILERLY REVIEW OF STAR WARS: THE RISE OF SKYWALKER
(no subject)
Yuletide 2019
Dear Femdom Author
Things I Have Done Today In Order To Remind Myself That I Am Not A Complete Disaster
saturday recap before i forget
I continue to make Poor Life Choices
things that i would do if i had time to muck around with
Self-Awareness is Hard
Posting Here For Reminder + FEEL FREE TO SHAME ME OVER THIS
(no subject)
June Reflections or damnit i will keep this gywo habit pledge
76 kisses meme - ref
snippet for sunday
Lets Attempt To Use This More Regularly aaaaand go
It's Four Minutes to Four
RFFA February Drabbles - Prompt: Red
RFFA February Drabbles - Prompt: Heart
oh hi it's my inability to acknowledge how time works~~
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